Today is Sunday and the house is pretty quiet and chill. As I was rocking Xander I looked down and saw Ben reading one of the books Zack left out, one of the Diary of a Whimpey Kids books. It struck me that soon I won't be just hanging out on a Sunday with Ben and Xander both home. It made me so sad to think how fast time has gone. Wasn't it just yesterday that Ben was the one leaving Diary of a Whimpey Kid everywhere? Weren't Christopher and I just doing the college thing a few years ago trying to juggle kids and school?
I'm so excited for the adventures Ben has in front of him, and I'll be his biggest cheerleader in whatever he chooses to do; but I just hope he looks back every now and again. There is almost an 18 year age gap between Ben and Xander. My greatest fear is they won't know each other like the other kids do - and that would be so tragic in my eyes. I'm sure there is a reason Nick and Xander had to wait so long to join our family, but there are times I wish they were closer in age to Ben, Kal, Andrew and Zack. I guess we will have to work extra hard to make sure they all have a tight bond and relationship with each other; because these kids are so incredible and have so much to learn from each other.





